Tuesday, February 24, 2009

The Prototype

The other day a friend of mine had a status referring to throwback Outkast song, "Prototype", that got me thinking.....

My Prototype: tall, dark, handsome, funny, streetsmart and booksmart, goal oriented, and FLY

Now that I found him, I don't know what to do

I think about this and wonder why? I have been talking to this guy for a while now, let's call him "Prototype", he is my prototype to the T and some, but there's something about him that makes me apprehensive about taking things further and really opening up. For a while I thought it was because I was scared to eventually be rejected by him, but now I'm seeing thats not the case (he's feeling your girl lol)

Thanks to the situation of a friend, I've come to realize that I don't want him because he symbolizes the end--If he and I became a couple there would be no reason we shouldn't get married and have a bunch of gorgeous babies by all the typical standards, but I don't want that at this point in my life. And if I get with him and it doesn't work, I'm pretty sure I'll never find anyone who's a better "package" and I'll be walking down the aisle in 10 years thinking about how I could have had "prototype" instead. 

Now I know these thoughts are EXTREMELY preemptive, but this is what women do, we over analyze things, and it makes perfect sense to me.

So in this situation what am I supposed to do, take a shot at a good thing and settle down, or regret it later on?

thats what she said 

posted by: sucka for love 

1 comment:

  1. Trilla!!!
    Wat?! That's a cop out. Dont be on that scared shit. Take a shot at it! It may not be the end. But definitely dont pass up something that could be great for u. Its true that u only meet a few of "the one" in your life. everybody else is bullshit. u gonna let this guy pass you by and end up being left to rap to some weak nigga