Monday, February 2, 2009
Wanted Ad: Replacement for the Replacement
Okay, so I'm back with another one. So remember when I told you I was currently receiving help from someone with getting over the one I "fell" for in '08. Well I think I need a replacement for the replacement. In other words, I think I'm beginning to "like" my help buddy. And btw, this is a broad definition of like. I don't like him in terms of I think about him before I go to sleep at night nor do I send him random texts messages to see how he is doing during the day. But when he does text me, I do get all giggly inside and unfortunately I had a dream about him (so I guess I did think about him once before I fell asleep at night). I do not know if I am keeping him around because I still need the help or because I like him.
The real question is..."does he like me"? I don't know and I'm not asking (even though I want to know). So before I start liking him, I need to find a replacement for the replacement. Something tells me that this may be an unhealthy coping mechanism, but it works...and it will continue to work until I find someone who i think is irreplaceable. Someone like Barack...Thats What She Said.